Day 1

      Hi everyone, well i never thought i would be a blogger but i have had a lot of things go on in this past year that has not been so positive. If you talk to any of my friends they will tell you i have changed alot in the past year. I talked to my friend Shelbie the other day and she told me i should start a blog to let it out instead of forgetting what i told each person. So i decided to listen to her. =)
      So her it goes im going to inform you on what happend to me this summer. It started out a good summer going with my sister and her family on vaction we were having a get time. Til I got a phone call saying my dad had been in a car accident. After we found out what had happend and that he was okay we started having fun agian. When i got back home i started hanging out with my friends and having a blast. A few weeks day the road, i got an other phone call saying my bro and his wife was in a car acciedent and they were life watched. I felt like i couldnt help them and i couldnt do anything my friends were with me when this all happend and they stuck beside me the whole time. While they were in the hospital my dad had lost his job and the guy that he had hit ended up dieing, and my dad got dignosed with bipolar as well. Then my grandma past, when we were down there things had happend and my mom and dad faught all the time, my world felt like it was falling apart most of the rest of that summer i was home alone i felt like i was less than anything that God had somthing out for me started hanging out with the wrong crowd. After school started i found out i was the FCA captian i didnt feel like i should be the one to do that my world had fallin i was down i had stopped going to chruch and all those things. Then Mr. Hula one of my teachers had talked to me about going to a conferiance at first i was like o great another things i have to go to. I thought about it and i realized that i really needed to go to this it wasnt  going to be because i have to it become i needed i was so pumped to go and i knew i was going to change me. After i went i felt great i had let go of all the anger. I was so happy with life. Then a week ago it crashed parents started agrueing and life was negative agian. It still is i try so hard to be happy all the time but i just cant keep it up.
     This is when i decided that a blog would be good to do i know if you read it all it was a lot to read i also know i have some missed spelling and or forgotten words. I will try my best to blog everyday and tell you how MY LIFE AS ME is. I just want to thank all my friends that saw the anger in my family and still stuck with me i know i am leaving this year after i graduate but i will always remember you for that i thank you all and i hope you follow my blog and make comments. =)